I made a post under my kinja blog about some stuff I’m dealing with. I feel like such a burden on people and I don’t even have anybody to feel like a burden TO. It’s ridiculous. I just want to be not hungry, not scared about my diabetes and happy. Maybe that’s too much to ask for.

I’m thinking Audrey is still in her coma.

Oh, I noticed that for some reason they stuck it on their new main site, Splinter (nee Fusion): http://splinternews.com/the-internet-s-og-fake-news-detectives-snopes-com-in-da-1797223425

If they do an article on the Snopes situation, it would be on Gizmodo.

The other day, I had to report the weirdest goddamn error on google search. I was doing a google search for cheezwhiz, because I needed to know the glycemic index, and this popped up:

Do no feel ashamed. I can see how reading this, in your situation, would make you feel all the things you are feeling. I wish I had money. I would help you. I am in a tough situation now too and I think a lot of people are. The world feels like it’s going to hell (but maybe that’s just because I know it’s going to…

You missed a bunch of stuff, btw:

I know I shouldn’t post this, but I was talking earlier and it was suggested I should. If it is not okay, I will delete it or the mods can. I won’t mind, and I’ll understand. But I honestly feel like I’m fraying, like I said earlier.

And then when it does happen to them, suddenly everyone comes out of the woodwork to help them even though they constantly hurt people.

I do feel like I’m starting to fray lately, but I hope that some good luck does roll in soon.

I think the lack of response is probably because there are just so many people posting fundraisers these days. I see them constantly now and its to the point where I feel a little overwhelmed and resentful (likely due to guilt). I’ve contributed to burials, house fire rebuilding, cancer treatments, and in the…

In case people were curious as to whether I was being honest, here is a link to the YC I made a while back:

Thank you.

I’m so sorry. I’m also in awe that you managed to hold it together and still have gratitude. I hope things turn around for you and yours.

I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you and your family.

I’m very glad she was able to get a bump like that to help her. I was...no. I am in a similar situation, and I haven’t really been able to get a handle-hold at all. Bills and medical issues forcing me and my family into homelessness and motel living, we had to give up our pets, which was just...doubly awful. Like…

Yes, but we didn’t see nothing happen. “Nothing happening” was the end of that storyline and was never realized on screen. They just skipped over it and didn’t talk about it again.

I feel like a jackass because I answered the promposal by spray painting “Yes” on a black bear. We had a good time, though.

I don’t know what it is about Ruby Rose, but I dislike her in an unreasonable way.