For anyone in need of support:
I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt on this one, and respond in good faith.
The short version is this: the fight-or-flight response in people is hardwired. It can be overridden, but that requires a hell of a lot of time, practice, and intentional changes in instinctive behavior, which most people don’t engage in…
I love how the only things people wanted from this conference was Doom 2, Starfield, and Elder Scrolls VI and all we essentially got were title screens for two of them and barely a teaser for the third.