Thank you. I’ll be honest, in 2016, I had three suicide attempts and was hospitalized for them. I’m in California and had two 5150s and the third wanted me to be hospitalized indefinitely. I appealed the verdict and won, but subsequently was jailed for possession, and serviced about a month. I had to file for…

Thank you. I’m on twitter too, and I get scared to meld both personas but I just might do it.

❤️

Yeah. It was bad.

Now I’m crying again. Thank you for your kindness. And then the conflicting emotion again is feeling like I’m showboating, but I will try to stifle that. I really appreciate your kinds words and I’m in the LA area too.

It doesn’t sound glib and I appreciate rhe levity, it made me crack a smile.

Yeah. It sounds like you’re bending to accommodate him and he’s not offering you the same courtesy. Now I don’t know him, so this is pure conjecture, but if you aren’t married and have no kids, being this rigid is a red flag.  

I’ve started and then stopped. I know I should go back. Unfortunately I have a lengthy history of addiction and a lot of therapist don’t want to take those patients which was news to me and frankly really upsetting.

Well most men think older women are either invisible or trash. I wasn’t surprised.

God, did you read the comments over there? And what’s even grosser is actually deadspin is more enlightened than the general public. Ughhhhh.

I’m sorry, girl. That’s really hard and disappointing.

I do think I could with my dad. It’s just hard, I have a history of addiction and hospitalization. I don’t want a total freak out, I feel like he’s been through enough.

❤️

And that’s exactly why older women are raped because they’re invisible.

Although I’m not a GoT fan, I like that reason. It’s up my alley. :)

It sounds like both of you are playing games kind of communication wise, which doesn’t bode well.

I sincerely appreciate that.

Are you like fuck it or?

Thank you, my friend. That means a lot, because you’re a brilliant woman. It’s a struggle. I was really in the depths of despair but I’m leveling out right now, but yeah, the news cycle is not helping.

You’re right, thank you.