Congratulations! I lost 100 pounds before, and what I did was to exercise no matter what, and then write down everything I ate with a budget of 1500 calories. I could have anything I wanted with the 1500 calories, but with the working out, I started to get very stingy and ate much more healthy, unprocessed food and…

I have a thing that is like a water pik for your sinuses. I used to get terrible sinus infections and with this thing ( you have to add saline packets to it - learned the hard way). I have not had one. Also, it decloggs your sinuses without drugs, so you can get some relief. 

Good luck on the bar exam. And I think that just keeping your distance for now might be a really good idea, you don’t need the extra aggravation and distraction from studying. 

“You look like you’re both pretty groovy”. Man, Tim Curry is sooo damn sexy in that movie.

I suspect the kid is going to be the brave one and the one giving me strength. I am hoping that being scared is a good sign because I am taking this seriously.

I grew up with a mom that did not really do makeup, and then an uncle who was not a drag queen, so I have very little idea about what to do with makeup and my daily routine is pretty basic and boring. I also have a hard to define complexion, so I need help, and lots of it.

I liked Muir park, and have always wanted to camp at Point Reyes by the coast.

Panic attacks are the worst. I think of them as raptors that just swoop out of nowhere and make you think that you are dying. But, it does explain why I would think I was having heart attacks at 12. 

This is the only place that I feel like I can share about adopting a child. If I do it on social media, the lady that really did take my fiance ( she wheeled him out while I was taking a nap and he is blind, and brain damaged from a mugging) would try to destroy it for me. She already tried to tell Adult Protective…

Maybe wait a little bit before making a decision. I moved my uncle in with me, he took care of me after my mother died, and really was a parent to me longer than my mother. But, he was also one of the kindest, smartest and most empathetic people in the world, but at the same time, some of the stuff he would do would…

Oh, and I got myself a treat for getting rid of my ex’s things ( all of his things so I am not holding onto a hope he will come back). I am drinking Jacqueline Lyonne sparkling wine. It is awesome and at 15 bucks a bottle, it is reasonable.

Love the hair. I am torn about getting my hair done, because I have a favorite fancy salon, but my favorite stylist decided to start her own business, and I don’t know which one I am more into. What I can say about my stylist is that I have woken up, not looked in the mirror, and gotten compliments about my hair. 

You may as well have fun and meet new people but not take it seriously unless you find somebody special. As for the age gap - my mom dated her 25 year old guitar teacher when she was 50 and she had to break it off because he was too into her. Unless somebody is into having a family or something, I think dating younger…

I like INLP(?) nail polish. I am not a big nail person, but this stuff stays on, and I gave it as a stocking stuffer to friends and family who all have different complexions, and it looked good and stayed on for all of them.

I love Fenty lip gloss, I am thinking of getting highlighter, but I really don’t know how to use it, so I am thinking of getting a makeover with Fenty products a Sephora.

I know it is just a show, but I really don’t like Josephine. I also wonder if she is starting to freak out her father.

Before Renata’s problems became a big issue, I was thinking that since they are friends now, she could have Renata speak to her annoying “I’m not going to college” daughter. First, somebody who is not your parent telling you how hard the real world is can actually work, and second, Renata is everything Madeline wants…

Or the mother did it.

This is not me, I heard somebody say this once: “Meryl could play Batman”. And it’s true.

Maybe it was not brought up in therapy, but wouldn’t the therapist say that Mary-Louise is at the least an unhealthy person to be around Celeste and the boys?