To be honest, I don't think I'd ever own up to her that I'd already done them. You're absolutely right about the guilt being relatively easy to swallow, and the way these contacts go help with dealing with guilt, but the fact I'm even posting here is a sign I'm not entirely comfortable with this situation.
I think…

Absolutely. She'd seriously hate me. I know I'm taking a stupid risk, but as I said… it's addictive.

Such an eloquent way of writing exactly what I was thinking, but what I wouldn't have been able to put in words.
This guy is using Mirage as a fail-safe, and Mirage is practically enabling his friend's ability to mess around with these guys without a need for his friend to give any consequence to any emotional harm…

Yet another first time poster (Ok, to be fair, first time under this Disqus account).
So… Even though I'm married, last year I finally gave Dan Savage's base-line catch-all advice a go, and hired a sex-worker for some activities I wasn't able to work out with the wife. Specifically, I went for some fetish activities,…

The porn I watch is usually pretty specific (as in 'fetish porn') with female domination vs. male submission, which at least makes me feel slightly less bad about the working conditions, emancipation issues and ethics of what I'm watching. Not sure if porn actually ever makes me happy anyhow: it's mostly functional,…