I swear this man is demeaning my self worth 

Thank you. I needed to hear this. 

I needed to hear this

I'm looking for a way out 

I'm looking heavily into it

Update from last week : I’m panicking because he wants me to get one of the dogs because he chewed up a lot of the rv when I was grocery shopping and my fiance was outside drinking with the neighbor. He was so mad, he screamed that I had to get rid of him and that the dog couldn’t be left alone and ruining out lives…

Thank you for being here and giving me solid advice. Unfortunately I don’t think legal aide will do squat since we are not married and I’ve been a homemaker so I don’t bring Jack shit to the table. I will bide my time and look for ways out. I promise I will never let another man put me in this situation again. I hate…

It terrifies me. I'm afraid of failing. I have a baby to take care of. I'm trying my best to write my novel but I feel like every time I have a moment to sit down someone needs something from me. 

See, that's the thing! I always relent. Always. If I come to him with a genuine problem, I end up apologizing for making him feel bad. 

I want to. I feel so physically exhausted. He even throws a hissy fit if I am not in the mood or complains that we need to spice things up and we're not passionate enough. That always comes up in an argument. And yesterday, while he's working in his home state, he went to visit his mother for brunch. That's cool. But…

That's the problem. We have baby CDC (child from my previous physically abusive marriage) and I can't get a moment alone let alone do an online job. The only money that's my own is the child support but that all goes to baby CDC. I completely rely on him. All the vehicles are his. My only job experience is exotic…

Have you ever just thought that you can’t do this anymore? I love my fiance. I do. But I’ve been wondering wtf am I doing? I gave up being premed for him. I was an exotic dancer and he didn’t like it and gave me an ultimatum but I used the saved up cash to help him through school. Now we’re living full time in an rv…

Fellow Okie here! Please go for me! I’m across country for my husband’s job and I would be tearing it all down if I could. Lol I understand why you and your husband are concerned but we’re Okies love. We have to fight for the goodness we try to keep alive while not backing down from the spineless dick sneezes giving…

I may or may not have “hit” a member of office after throwing a wired hanger while protesting the Personhood Act bullshit Oklahoma was trying to pull.

Congratulations! 

There was a scene in What Happens in Vegas where the best friend told Cameron Diaz that her brothers would knock on the door of their enemies but be on their knees. When they opened the door, her brothers would nut punch them and tell them you know why! May I offer this service to you because fuck that guy! 

When I was still married to my psycho ex husband, we found an abandoned stray German Shepherd we named Jake. He was the sweetest boy that saved me several times from my ex's drunken rages by snarling and snapping at him. Jake loved to dig and he'd dig a giant hole and sunbathe in it with only his head laying outside…

Today they can get the axle and we can head out! Yay! 

Oh I know. Someone save me! Lol 

Ughh I'm so sorry. They obviously weren't worth it but I know that means jack shit after you've been kicked in the dick, metaphorically speaking. Just try to keep in mind that once this quarantine is done, you will be able to get out there and meet new people. The idea of getting to get out and flirt and get those fun…