Grief, and manipulation played a big part in that. He didn't kill just to kill. In his mind he believed he was doing it to protect arkadia lest the grounders turn their backs on them like they've done in the past. Regardless he's still facing the consequences in every episode, it was the heaviest in Nevermore. I'm not…

Because no one deserves a second chance right? If that were true then that can be said for ALL of the characters. They've all got blood on their hands. Bellamy's character was poorly written this season that's true but I don't think they were trying to paint Bellamy in a sympathetic light already, I think it was to…