I’m so sorry, that’s an awful feeling to live with. While brown-out drunk, I hooked up with someone and to this day I have no idea what really happened. I have zero clue how it happened. In my fuzzy recollections of the evening, we were all drinking at a party, then I have a few brief flashes of being naked in bed…

You are very brave. I was in a not quite similar situation as I started to date my bf (turned husband) after my assaults and had them used against me to start drama (yay 15 year olds!). Luckily he got over it quickly but it took me 11 years to tell him the truth of what happened. He reacted better than expected in…

Thank you for sharing. Hugs for you. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to say the words out loud either. It’s too painful. I try to not even think about it as much as I can; I go into a shame and anxiety spiral about it, where I just can’t get it out of my head. Maybe I’m hoping I’ll remember something, anything, about…

Creating a burner to tell this story that I have never said out loud or even typed.