Hey, thanks, you're right. Joan did kill herself with the scissors. I re-watched that episode, because I was SO confused (maybe bc my internet connection was skipping and I kept thinking "dawn" was "don" etc etc), and when I re watched it and heard Gorman say that he didn't worry about raping Beth because she wasn't a…

Actually, there are two murders: Gorman kills Joan when Joan fights back against him raping her, as he has been doing repeatedly since she arrived, having been "saved."