thank you for responding. as the other posters suggested and I said, I'm not really thinking things through very well right now. Time off maybe is best. Thank you.

thank you for the hug and luck.

you have a point. I may be in a mixed episode which would explain my irritability and feeling like I HAVE TO do something. I'm seeing my doctor in two weeks and my therapist this week. If I get worse, I'll call and let them know. thank you.

Hi Jezzies. I'm a long time lurker and coming out of the shadows tonight.

I don't have twins, but I had three children within three years of each other, so I can empathize?