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So, it is almost 4 AM where I am right now and I still cannot sleep. These are the worst hours. My husband sleeps soundly in bed, I’m watching TV with the cats. Since the Cheeto won I feel angry and anxious all night and depressed and painfully tired all day. Listening to calming sounds to see if I feel any sleepy.

I’m reduced to screaming at some family members and former friends: IF YOU ARE TIRED OF POLITICS, THEN DON’T FUCKING VOTE AND MESS WITH PEOPLE’S RIGHTS. FUCK YOU.

Also living abroad and my husband and I decided to extend our stay for another four years or so. I’m a white privileged woman married to a white man and I cannot stand the thought of living in Trump’s America.Seriously we are not stepping foot on America unless there’s a death or serious health problem of a loved one.

Oh, I would have corrected that too. Like I always correct my dad on abortion information because he thinks facebook is a reliable source of information, sigh.

Ignore my grammar and spelling errors, please. Like I said, I’m fucked up half the time. I’m having trouble sleeping too and am always very tired.

OMG. I don’t discuss politics on facebook. You, ma’am, are very brave. It would start a family war (most of my family are either apathetic about politics or really obsessed with it. We have liberals like my uncle and godfather and conservatives like my dad. My dad used to be more of an independent. He’s

I feel you. Same here.

Edit: “9-months-old fetuses”.

My dad is the same, except Catholic. Oh, and he was temporarily pro-choice when my little sister needed an abortion. But, I’ve to say, Facebook has undone all the work my mom, my sister and I put into him for years. Yesterday he was talking about Hillary supporting abortions of 9-months-fetus and how Islam is a threat

Yeah, I cannot see a Cheeto without thinking about him now, LOL.

This. I confronted my dad today.

Try not to take too much at once. A tablespoon every thirty minutes is enough if you can’t keep food down and is losing liquids.

I know, I tried bananas, white bread, junk food, sardine pate with crackers, I hope I am keeping a little of it down. Anyway, here’s UNICEF homemade salt and sugar solution that’s supposed to keep you hydrated and give you some energy: http://rehydrate.org/ors/made-at-home.htm#recipes.

SO, it isn’t just me. Yeah, I can’t eat without throwing up since Tuesday. I’m falling into bad habits again and I keep crying at random times.

Thank you so much for this post.

Don’t feel guilty. Just hold on to your sanity. I haven’t been through what you’ve been through but I am also a mess. I have recurring depression and anxiety issues since I’ve been a kid. Just take care of yourself. *Hugs*.

I am completely freaking out since Tuesday. Really. I’m a mess. There’s not enough pot or alcohol in the world. I’m anxious and depressed and angry. Very, very angry.

Sorry to post-bomb you, but you know, my dad actually supported Obamacare. But he still thought that was an acceptable sacrifice to have a President who wants to ban Muslins from entering the country. Islamophobia > poor people getting affordable health care. Of course, he doesn’t have any money problems. The asshole.

Oh, I had to tell him. Remember how we were talking on Tuesday night about the election and I was drowning myself in Vodka. Imagine a drunk adult woman saying “God, if you exist, don’t let this happen. I’ll go back to church if Clinton wins!”. After it was over I drank so much I was sick and I cried too. I’m glad I’m