Ugh I know. I am just so not a bold person 9/10. I’m great at going for other goals but with guys the possible rejection is just so personal.

I feel like that is too bold for me. I don’t think I could get up the courage. My hope was to get him a bit away from everyone else and see if I flirted he would make a move. I just really want him to kiss me 

This whole thing is a mess ugh and so many things are super complicated also my friends and I are poli scie/history/econ nerds so we spend a lot of time debating on how to fix things like education, childhood poverty, healthcare and everytime we pull on a thread, 3 more things unravel. I want to work in education…

Aww thanks! I love reading your stuff. User name isn’t based of of AdRock, I came up with it in middle school so I am actually not sure why I picked this one haha. My name does start with an A

Congradulations! that is super awesome!

Yes, 100%. I’ve had to take a step back because it is just so overwhelmingly awful.

Let us know what you think! I really want to read the book before I see the movie

Reading — Planning on ordering For White Folks Who Teach in the Hood. and the Rest of Y’all Too. I fall under “the rest of y’all” and while I have had some experience working with students from low income backgrounds, I have been looking for some more perspectives on teaching in low income communities. This book…

So the thesis is in, but I got a C+ bringing my GPA down to a 3.51 (law school will factor in my study abroad grades so I will get a slight bump when I apply) So I just feel pretty down and out about it right now but at least it is over.

Central CA is the state’s armpit and should be avoided at all costs.

I think it is well-researched but also quite biased. They really downplay some of these women’s crimes. I didn’t know about Green when I first read this but a quick google search shows that Jez totally played down her horrific crime

Wow thank you for the details. I honestly now see this as a very biased report. Cannot say I have any sympathy for Green and I think many of these women’s kids would be better off with stable adoptive families.

I am, I have to find someone once I get settled. I don’t move to the area right away because we do institute in a different part of the state but once I get my place that will be a top priority.

Thank you. Its just so hard not to freak out. I know I’m technically still young but I feel super old and behind yet super childish at the same time and it just sucks :-/

Thank you <3 It just feels like I am almost too responsible? I largely stayed within my comfort zone and worked away in the library. The grades will matter since I am trying to go to a t15 law school in a few years but I am trying not to fret I have an exam tomorrow I have not been able to study for yet so... ugh.

That gives me some hope! I want to make a plan with my friends and I really want to go vist my best friend once she gets settled in NC

Thank you :-) I’m happy everything worked out for you! give me some hope. Also glad to hear there is a time when guys get less dumb. I was an RA this year and there were moments where I just wanted to bang my head against the nearest wall lol Two words: Rotting Pumpkin

I am its about 45 min from where I went to school. It wasn’t my first choice since there isn’t much in the area but you don’t get the final say about where they send you.

I’m just really not okay with not finding someone. I’ve already done a lot of travel and the other stuff and it is nowhere near as nice alone. I’m just not someone who can enjoy being alone. I just don’t want to wait longer since I am already super behind in relationships skills and I honestly think I would rather die…

Thank you! Honestly I regret the whole thesis process so hard right now my gpa is getting wrecked :-( but I hope it will fade in time. I am just currently pretending it doesn’t exist because I have one day uno to cram for another final