want to, but am struggling. need a job or something to get me out of this house, but i'm always doing homework...and now i need some cheese with this here whine.

i want to go oooouuttt but im back home and my friends are laaaaammmmeeee christ. i just want to get out of house and not stare at a screen! all week, ive been doing math for 6+ hours everyday, and I want to let loose! they want to watch a scary movie

i should join a gym

sink or swim baby

I did. After my little fuck-up, I had to go to speak to a 'mentor' and she actually really helped. at first I was so resentful but she wasn't there to lecture, you know? I'm now really, really cautious about drinking, and after 2 or 3 cut myself off. And I can still do that. Its after I cut myself off and someone…

this is very personal for me. i would estimate that at least 65% of my dads family are alcoholics - my moms family is far away in a magical land called new york, so I don't know the estimates for alcoholics on her side of the family, although there are some even I know of - and drinking is this horrible thing to me.

things to look forward to.

hey im starting nursing school in the fall!

hell yeah. doing my stats homework like a bamf.

YAY!!

nice.

i lit a bottle rocket. WITH MY PARENTS PERMISSION. there were 4 cops, no lights, no warning - i almost peed my pants

someday, I'll tell you the story of when I had a gun to my head at 7 when I was in nothing but my bathroom - I know they're out their for our own good, and I know they protect us and shit, but I hate them. They have power over us, and they fucking know it. And will continue to abuse it.

Larissa I love you too. Thanks for all the sloths!

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but thank you for that, I know what I'm doing this morning!

i write this with much precision becaue it is imporatn: i will be in my bunk.

You make me appy! I an a big fan.

SOMEONE NED S TP MAKE A GIF OF THE ENTIRE SEUPERNATURAL SERIES> its fairly imporatnat.

water, my wonderful manatish firnd, is for sucjers.

drunchies. christ of a chracker.