IM JUST BEING A HOT MESS. OF COURSE IM LOSING IT FOR ME. NO MAN HAS EVER SAID I WASNT ATTRACTIVE, BUT I WANT TO BE MY MOST ATTRACTIVE AT A SIZE I THINK WILL BE IT. ILL STILL BE OVER 200LBS...AFTER ALL, I AM 6'2''. THIS IS A LOT OF LOVIN HERE. A LOT OF GOOD LOVIN. I M JUST NOT DONE DECORATING IT.