There's a feeling of dissonance, because we don't always understand where these seemingly abhorrent feelings stem from. You're channeling it, though, through other means, and also through consensual power exchange relationships. There shouldn't be a problem with you accepting it because of this, really, it's just…

I find it staggering that the doctors refused to believe it, because when I was pregnant, our hospital sent everyone to the genetic counselor as a matter of routine. (They were shocked when it was discovered I was a carrier for a disease, and subsequently the doctors and counselors did more research and found that…

There is the Founder's Effect with many isolated communities. I "won" the Canadian French Catholic gene lottery this way, and it's several of the same diseases that afflict these populations. Interestingly enough, it's not always the same genetic markers that cause the same disease, in the impacted populations.