i was just talking to my shrink last night about this. i am so conscious of being "independent", i actually do not know how to make men feel needed. and i think its just an extreme reaction from not wanting to be needy (and seeing my crazy parents in their relationship) that opening up and connecting deeply with…

as a black person (west indian bc that does matter), i have never found tweeting #thuglife or whatever offensive. but thats bc i dont associate myself as a thug or necessarily think of it as racially specific. i sometimes tweet ridiculous stuff like that - and i know that its probably inappropriate from a class…

i am obsessed with lupita. she is just so gorgeous AND talented! i shamelessly want to embody her. hmm, that sounds creepy. i just want to look like her, be her... hmm, still creepy.

you know, i obvi find these things so stupidly offensive but someone on okc emailed me the other day that i was an "ebony dream". i wasnt offended. i was just "whatevs" - think i have become desensitized to being fetishized...

weirdly someone called @fitmommas just started following my fat ass.

my kitten tortures my two older cats this way. (i didnt intend to get him but my friend found him homeless on the street and no-kill shelters are beyond capacity...) he honestly seems like he CANNOT help it. he is lucky he is adorable and snuggly bc fuck he can be annoying.

its like what louis ck says - you adopt an animal and set yourself up for misery in a few years. and obvi, amazing, wonderful love and companionship in between. i have three cats - two of whom just had their first "senior" exams at the vet. i love them so fucking much. it will kill me when they go.

fail. sadface. not want.

love ygritte. love that damn fine jon snow. he wouldnt have time to wage war on the white walkers bc i would be attached to his genitals.

but they arent all that deep - so much like other sitcoms (I guess this is a dramady?) it will happen and pass.

who took the pics? who emailed them to him? i couldnt read the screen!! help! i was so hoping that james staged it to fuck with cyrus but i am probably just wishful thinking. james was the only remaining "innocent" party in some ways - he really loves the power that cyrus has and wields but always gets burned by it.…

if loving olitz is wrong, i dont wanna be right. its awful, fucked up, horrendous to everyone else in their lives, destructive. but there is a part of me that gets that "let the world burn" love/passion/lust. it ends so badly. but his cable knit sweater and fireplace made me swoon too.

NOOOOO i cant wait that lonnnnggg!

I wish I had more wine.
I hope Quinn dies. Yeah. I said it.

i am with you here - fortunately i am pretty orgasmic but i dont get the insane ones with men that i do on my own. but its about being with another person and holding and feelings that you just cannot have on your lonesome.

i think thats the best jena malone has looked on any of the red carpets for this movie. her hair looks better than the more severe slicked back style.

i am irrationally thrilled for kelly clarkson. like i dont know her, she isnt my friend - but so happy for her success and her marriage/baby. she has a "dreams come true" life going on.

jlaw looks spectacular. i love zoe kravitz's deal.

yes yes yes. i have been in too many weddings and baby showers at this point to count and co-ed WINS. i threw a friends shower and everyone got drunk and had a blast with the silly games. we did NOT open presents either which i really liked.

my nails look like hers pre-manicure.