Having sex while tripping on acid. It's a little strange at times because your mind sometimes goes to random places (like the bed was actually made of snow and we were sinking further down... Drugs are weird).

No, they have their reasons which usually are they "felt like it" or the other person made them angry. They have an inability to empathize so they can't understand things from other people's perspectives. They are narcissistic so others don't matter to them.

Yes I think mentally ill too. He has delusions of grandeur and narcissism.

I'm sorry, did I say no one has it worse than me? I'm gonna try really hard not to berate you for being a shithead in the wake of this horrible tragedy, but let me break this down for you. Seven people are dead and those who are still alive in the community have to cope with that somehow. All of us. Not just me. I'm…

I think he's probably got Narcissistic Personality Disorder and may well have been a psychopath but there are literally millions of psychopaths and sociopaths living in this world and most of them never kill.

He sounds like a sociopath. Sociopathy is a personality disorder but it does not preclude people from knowing right from wrong. They just don't care about anyone but themselves and deeply despise anyone who interferes with them getting what they want.

I think this guy was seriously, profoundly mentally ill. I think that's a different realm entirely from douchey boys and men who can't figure out how to be good people.

you're a real fuck of a human, you know that right?

You are an absolute horror show of a human being. Please shut the fuck up.

I'm thinking that women may have been picking up on the fact that he's a f*cking psycho.

Fun essay, but the working on "relationship stuff" seems to address your point as to why he should continue to be friends with dudebro instead of isolating him. Then again, you've never acted inappropriately in any situation, have no ego and hate to hear yourself talk, I'd imagine.

I guarantee you that it's YouTube fighting back. Learning how to speak, gaining sentience. The hubris of man, thinking we could control it.