So, I'm dumb and I forgot to call my pdoc on friday (they're not open weekends) because I'm out of my pristiq and I'm not seeing her until next week. I took my last pristiq yesterday. I assume I will be able to get a refill called in at some point tomorrow. But right now I'm having the withdrawal brain zaps... anybody…

I need to know more about the pizza cake

Damn. I thought I had the perfect excuse

Do I need to give up on my dream of being able to fold a fitted sheet so beautifully since I've quit drinking and drugs? Ugh.

The cover of "let it be" from the "across the universe" movie makes me cry and cry and listen on repeat and cry more.

"I have nothing" by Whitney tends to make me cry for reasons I can't fully explain.

Jeff Buckley's version of Hallelujah.

Ugh, that's really frustrating. It's not like you can force the psychologist to do testing, hopefully your other colleagues recognize that you're not the one who screwed up. Still not fun though.

Even though you're not religious, what about finding a verse from the Bible with some sort of relevance/meaning to you and cross stitching it? I bet he'd be touched that you did a little research into something he cares about even though you're not into it.

I think the email would probably come off as desperate, even if you were saying that you're totally done with him.

Is there any way that you can talk with your supervisor about how uncooperative your teammates were being in a way that doesn't make you look like a douche?

I'm sort of watching cosmos and putting off going to sleep even though I'm tired because if I go to sleep that means it'll be tomorrow and time to go to work and I just don't wanna.

Uuuuuuggggghhhhhh. I feel you.

Yeah but the only reason I'm even awake right now is because my kitty came to snuggle me and was purring loudly in my face. Too much cute to care about his judgement of me.

Right?! That's why I like the mcmuffin. It's a real egg.

Too bad tim hortons is gross :-(

Sausage egg mcmuffin is so f'ing good.

Nobody has to know.

Oh also I had a drinking problem and I quit drinking too. My therapist and AA helped with that part.