You do know I can see you telling halenaww you’re going to write to jezebel and have me banned, right? But it’s up to me?

Am I doing those things to you?

I can’t force anyone to do anything.

Well since I usually can’t get out of bed, there aren’t too many actions I can perform worth anything.

Of course it’s a cause. All I am is trouble for them and I provide nothing.

No. Hence the vote.

I am not.

Yes, and as I have told him and others, I was having a psychotic break when my medication went wrong and I spent 72 hours in a psych ward after that.

I want to give people a chance for one last fuck off, I figure I owe them that.

Because I’m disabled and a burden on them.

When I dismissed people, which I only do when they insult me, that’s when I started getting accused of silencing women. Nothing I do works.

I’ll be gone after tonight, so I guess that will be sucking it up.

That’s not true. That’s not what I was doing. I was fucking crying because she won’t stop fucking bullying me. She’s been doing it for over a year literally. Why are you taking a bully’s side?!

This has nothing to do with the staff. This will be voluntary on my part.

According to them, I am a manipulative mansplainer who silences everyone. I didn’t think I was any of those things. I’ve told them repeatedly I’m not trying to be any of those things. It doesn’t matter.

I’ll be taking a permanent break after tonight, so no worries.

Please imagine sticking an ice pick in your ear while rubbing ground glass into your face and trying to masturbate while doing so. It’s basically how I feel whenever I’m awake and it makes you feel not especially sexual.

There are a large number of people who want me gone. I’m giving them their wish and allowing them to tell me to fuck off first.

Saying I’m sorry while I was so upset I could barely type is the horrible thing I did? What?

I can’t manipulate shit. Stop lying about me, you bully.