Your decision was not selfish at all. You needed to be away and we all understand your thinking about it. A heads up would have been nice lol, but that is ancient history now.

Thanks and I just never expected it to hit me this hard and I was shivering for the first couple of days. I have never experienced something like that before in my life and I could not believe that was even occurring. Talking to you right now no matter how brief is definitely making me feel a little better.

No need to apologize, but I finally broke down a couple of days ago. I was extremely fragile at the time and Smeea put the broken pieces back together. I concur with the last part.

By the way, we never thought you were boring or stale. I was feeling horrible for the first days, but I am starting to feel a little better lol. Smeea has really helped me through it so far and I am forever thankful for her kindness and generosity.

Is everything okay though?

:(

You definitely did and I hope I can talk to you more shortly. The rest of them never have to know lol. #sorelieved

Do not worry. It looks like Ellie and I are the only ones to know and we do not plan to reveal it to anywhere else. Have a nice day.