Thanks Erin. I was blowing off meditating for reading this article, but I still got a healthy dose of mindfulness. I'm going to stop struggling in this 300 sandwich world and live the middle path of zen where each sandwich is an act of meaning in itself, not a sandwich intended for a reward. All we have is the now…

I think it was Remember Me. I loved Christopher Pike. His books had cursing and sex so they made me feel like a very mature 12 year old.