Thats kind of what I needed to hear Binky!  I emailed him last nite after I said I was going to wait.  I coudnt wait!  I didnt say anything gushy or anything like that but guess what happend when I started typing?  I got nervous all of a sudden!  I mean the good kind of nervous when your about to go out with someone…

Anyway about Stacey.  I want her to be happy but if I say that to her I sound like my own mom!

Do you realy think so?  I dont know!  I do like him but long distence!  Maybe everyone is rihgt and Im more about the idea of it than the reality of it?  I dont know!  If I was in Stoneybrook yes I woud be so head over heels!  It realy is one of those my head says one thing my heart says another clishays!  Im going to…

Oh and we coud make that art peice but wed have to get like a milion feet of like plastic tarp or something to put under the Pikes while they eat or the cleanup will take forever and also Dawn will get so angry with us!  Actualy shed get angry about the plastic tarp to.  What do you think her opinon of Christo is? …

Your making me hungry for barbecue chicken but at the same time your grossing me out with Margo!

Yes!  I love how they take something so ordinery like the person who makes sure your underwear is good enugh to sell and wear and they make up this whole life for him.  Its like that see the world thru Pete colored glasses comercial they used to have for the show where your invited to think about all the stuff thats…

She peels bananas but that only means she can eat just about anything with her feet.  I want to see her use hashi sometime!

I found someones ART STUDIO TODAY!  I didnt stay long I just looked in.  Wow I feel so good at sniffing these things out!  Like how Nancy Drew always finds a mystery where ever she goes!  Its someones house but the downstairs is kind of like a garage and it was full of canvases that were painted!  Still lifes and…

YES!  The Phantom of Pine Hill!  And some photos.  Having all my music on the Walkman helps to.  Basicly everything I have reminds me of home becase ether my parents bouhgt it for me or Mimi or else I did with babysiting money!  Stace is suposed to send me a box of some of the stuff of mine she has.  Theres like a…

I havent emailed him back this last time tho.  Im kind of not sure what to say!  But I will today becase if I dont for to long then Ill feel bad about that and itll become a complex!

OH!  Haha!  Yes its Not Pete Black!  Hes winning me over with niceness!  Hes like the anti Endless Mike in a way.  Isnt that so strange?  You start to like people sometimes you think youd never like in a million years!

Woud you call any job that reqires you to figure out how to make flying underwear work a great job?  Oh my god I always wondered how you got all those bones in this episode to!  I just imagined the cast and crew eating a LOT of barbacued chicken!

This episode always reminds me of the Cibo Matto song Sunday Part II when Miho sings I cannot be perfect for you.  Isnt that song amazingly good?

Staceys upset to by the way.  Boy problims!  Sometimes you like someone way more than they like you.

Not Pete Black unfortenately!  I still have a thing for him but whatever!  I cant help that!  Hm.  Dawn and Pete Black went out and Stace went out with him to.  Well Stace did first.  Wow who hasnt Stacey dated?  Haha!  He said I was awsome looking one time wich kind of put him in my head I think!  He didnt say much…

Thanks Binky!  You did make me feel better!  I guess everyone feels down sometimes.  Do you know why when you do or is it just something that happens?  Im not even sure what causes me to feel that way.  But thats when things start to realy bother me more.  Im not sure if there the cause or feeling down is the cause!

My homestay family introduced us.  She really liked my sketchbook!  But when she showed me hers my eyes just about popped out of my head!  Oh my LORD Binky shes so good!  Its like when I first saw Ashley Wyeths art and realized that she was better than me!  I mean not that its a compatition.  Unless it actualy is a…

Haha!  Im picturing little sandwiches holding cards!  Kind of like that dumb dogs playing cards painting only better becase its sandwiches.  And there not smoking!

I think thats one of the things I love most about Nancy Drew books!  The ritual of getting just the rihgt snack and getting all set to read one!  But I dont find them boring.  I dont know maybe youll think the Harry Potter movies are kind of boring.  Even if there suposed to be good there still reguler movies rihgt? …

Why does it say May?  May is the fifth month rihgt?  Oh ok today we were playing Uno!  Do you like Uno?  Anyway we were playing Uno and it was my turn to deal and I showed off my amazing bridge shuffle and the reverse way you make the cards go down into your hands afterwards wich never works for me.  So today it…