denied myself all kinds of opportunities

it's what crippled my social life

done it since I was thirteen

I'm used to it

happens all the time

yep, self-loathing right now

I wonder if I disgust everyone right now if they see me type this shit up

I'm just sitting around, able to skip about

anyway

gotta go fucking wash dem clothes today

it's right next to me for some reason

need to move it

my laundry stinks

actually, he pays all my expenses

lucky me

my other expenses paid for by my father

I spend most of my money on food

not surprising

I'm broke

hah