No, don't feel like a jerk. I think you are right. I have carried a torch for this guy for years and I guess it is time to move on. I suppose I am mourning the death of a dream more than anything else.

You are completely right. Plus I have a hard time making friends so his friendship means more to me than the sex ever could.

So, I went on vacation to visit my best friend. He and I are both between relationships, and wound up sleeping together. I've loved this guy for years and my heart secretly did a little squee. I thought that he finally noticed me as a woman and not just as a friend. I was so completely wrong. Now I feel broken…

Thank goodness I am not the only one with those goggles.

The vacation was planned before they separated. He has been awfully flirty since they split tho. He may not be willing to pass on the romance for the sake of friendship, but I am. I'd rather keep him as a friend than be his rebound fling. Fortunately we have the type of friendship where I can tell him that. I am…

I have had one of those moments in my life when I realize I am a complete idiot. I am living in some sort of bad romantic comedy. My best friend is separated from his wife. She moved to a different country, and they are in the middle of trying to get everything untangled for a divorce. I just realized that I am…

Those aren't your only options tho. You can always just take things slow. It may be a decent way to judge if the relationship is headed in a direction you are comfortable with anyway.

I figured it was some weird reference to something kinky that I was just not getting.

Number 5 has already started. [en.wikipedia.org]

I grew up on a ranch, and we raised all our own food. The only thing we bought from the store when I was young was stuff like flour, sugar and coffee. When I was a teen my family got too old to take care of everything so they sold it. I miss it! It was the best food I have ever eaten. Now I buy all the veggies…

My exact thoughts.

I realized I could not have one of these things around because I would probably exfoliate it to death.

I've been calling Punk Bill "80s Eyeliner Bill" mentally since seeing that. Poor Bill. He's the king now and still isn't cool. Seeing more of Nan is a pro. And I have developed a huge girl crush on Pam. Marnie is creepy as hell. For having about 15 words in English so far, she is pulling off the evil…

Just my luck I would start a grass fire by accident! lol

What about smell? Could the pigeons have recognized them from individual scents? I know nothing about how powerful the sense of smell is for a bird of any sort.

Only a few counties in Texas are allowing fireworks for private use this year. There are still some pro shows going on, but a lot have been cancelled.

I am sad today. Fireworks have all been cancelled. The officials have asked us to not bbq outside. Lake levels are low so no one is driving by towing boats or jet skis. Without all the sounds, smells, and other things associated with the holiday, it barely feels like the 4th of July. So if you have time today, do…

Speaking as a bipolar person: Don't be afraid to move out.Once you are out and in a safe place, if she asks you why you moved, be honest. If she is really bipolar, she needs help and meds. Denying that and pretending things are fine is not helping her and it certainly isn't good for you either. Until she agrees to…

I quit smoking and drinking booze. I don't do drugs or sleep around with hot strangers. I cut back on sugar intake and started exercising. They can have my Diet Coke when they pry it out of my cold, dead, fingers! For the love of God let me keep SOMETHING!

I am a lot more excited about True Blood now that I know they are not going to concentrate too hard on the fairy junk. After watching the beginning of the first episode of the season I nearly just walked away from the whole thing. I have to admit I am loving the soundtrack tho.