Anna Kendrick has been my number 1 female celebrity crush for like 6 years now

You're allowed to keep a certain amount of space and set limits, even with your friends. You don't need to be at their beck and call or give them all your time. Set some boundaries and do things on your terms, too.

I had similar issues through high school and into college. I was fortunate enough to find a good group of friends who stuck with me and helped me build confidence by encouraging me to break out of my social norms.