Other things
So, the one night stand boy declined my invitation for further sexing, which is a little bit disappointing because I was kind of looking forward to another round of sex but with added food and television.
I got laid!
High fives all around!
Getting shit done
So, things are happening.
Bit of a whinge, sorry
I applied for a whole lot of jobs yesterday, and felt so productive that I kept going until 3am.
Supernatural
I want to say thank you to you guys. You were so lovely when I was feeling really low. I'm sorry I didn't write back. I have a habit of running away when people are nice to me. But I really appreciate every message.
Depression. What it's like inside my head.
I've been trying to write something here for days. I keep writing draft after draft and erasing it.
I've been going to a lot of IT events, trying to get a feel for the industry, enrolled in some courses, learning stuff on my own. It's great – the people are fantastic, the industry is great, though I don't know if I'm seeing an unrepresentative section, given that the people who volunteer are likely to be a…
Underpants!
Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with the company, just excited about a difficult to find product and wanted to share.
Home
Early this year I moved out of the house I've lived in for the last five years. It's the only place I have ever lived that was my home.
I need a swift kick in the butt
I have to be applying for jobs like crazy for the next few weeks until everything shuts down for Christmas. I'm not. University applications close soon. I don't even know when.
I've been finding it really hard to motivate myself all week, but I will, I have to apply for jobs like crazy, and for courses next year.
I went into town tonight, ran a few errands, just to get out of the house.
Then I ran out of things to do, but when I got to the train station I just kept walking. Past some…
Fuck it
I got fired.
I wasn't planning on dating..
It's been a while, maybe seven months now. I just have so much life stuff to sort out. I'm working about three jobs, saving up for a house deposit (maybe, whatever I do it's going to be fucking impossible), I'm studying to change careers, volunteering to get experience, trying to find entry level jobs in the new…
I saw my ex today. We're working on the same play, but I managed to avoid him so far. I've been dreading that he'll come to the actual performance with his new person.
Horses are magical. Also my butt hurts.
I went horse riding today with my best friend, whom I haven't seen for ages, and it was magical. There were the odd wallabies and kangaroos hopping around in the distance. And lamas! I don't know who decided that it would be a good idea to farm lamas, but whoever it was I'm eternally grateful for having those oddball…
Antidepressants
From a subjective point of view, is it like the effects of exercise, or sunshine? A bit of energy and optimism (when it works and it's the right dosage, etc). Do the effects fade after a while?
I think this might be a "job"
My boss from one of my current jobs referred me for a part time gig with a different organisation that he's with.