It's surprisingly easy to tap up a vein and bang up, honestly. After you do it for the first time and feel the rush you can get using intravenously, it's not so hard to imagine paying less and using that way over paying out your ass and eating pills.
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Oh, it's most certainly messed up. Being forced to go defeats the purpose of going in the first place, and I can't imagine watching someone nod out in their chair is very helpful for those that are actually their of their own free will who are trying to make it work for them. Very triggering for a lot of people.
I read a lot of your stuff, and you come across as a pretty decent person, so I was a bit surprised at the tone you took here. I figured it was accidental, I doubted that you meant to come across that way but still thanks for making the change to the article.
Not trying to imply that there's a specific "gay" look or anything, I just mean I'm not walking around looking super feminine or anything, so there's no real eyecatching aspect of me walking down the road that I would think would inspire them to hurl obscenities at me.
Really. I'm not even gay, I'm an asexual and I'd say I look pretty much like all the other guys around here, but it never fails, if I'm walking along the road out here in the boonies and a truckload of dudes drives by, they either scream "faggot" or "queer" or some other variation on that theme as they fly past. I'm…
Haha, I just found a copy of the Alcoholics Anonymous book in my bedroom that one of my friends must have left here, his name is printed on the inside, I didn't know he'd even been going. I've been reading it since I found it a bit ago, maybe I'll try to catch an AA meeting this week and see how I like it. I've tried…
Hey, I just noticed that you got rid of the stuff that came off as condescending towards the people here and towards drug addiction and abuse. Honestly, thanks man, that's pretty cool of you, and the article reads pretty great without it now. It's pretty swell of you to have done that, a lot of people wouldn't have…
Honestly we don't really have to worry about krokodil here in the states. You can't buy codeine tablets over the counter like you can in the countries that are being ravaged by krokodil, and that's what you need to start with to do the dirty ass desomorphine synthesis that is krokodil cooking. And even the prescribed…
My God no, nobody would ever use or need a rig that holds 5ml, and unless you're doing muscle shots you sure as hell don't wanna use anything larger than the gauge on your standard insulin needle. I use half cc insulin rigs with short tips, veins are not very deep under the skin at all, I cannot imagine how painful…
Well, you can buy the shitty ones, things that sparkle or give or a bit of flame and the like, in grocery stores and gas stations and whatnot around the fourth of July, but you're right about the license thing, if you go to the one of the actual firework stores that sell things that go 'boom' and anything else decent,…
I've been called a faggot and had more beer cans, sodas, slushies, and various other bits of car litter thrown at me by people driving past while I'm walking along the road in this town more times than I can remember. I don't understand the compulsion to hurl insults and objects at strangers minding their own damn…
Thank you so much, that really means a lot to hear. I accept your hug, and your kind words.
Well, in a way it's all of those things, too, but specifically what I'm referencing are the physical changes that years of heavy opioid and opiate abuse make to the brain. The way it messes with your endorphin system, creates extra opioid receptors that your body can't fill on its own and that scream out to be plugged…
Ohh, ok well I can definitely get behind that sentiment. Everyone I know started with pills, and not usually ones they were prescribed. This began back in early high school, a lot of people's parents got prescribed and because of the poverty had to sell their pills, and we were the ones who ended up selling and using…
Honestly I wouldn't say that. The people doing a lot of the street level dealing are strung out themselves and caught up in the same cycle of poverty and drug abuse that the people they're selling to are. It's only the people higher up the food chain, who aren't addicts and have never been addicted that sell it,…
Thank you so much for saying this.
When you're out of money you either lay there going through hell, your eyes constantly tearing, your nose dripping like a faucet, muscles burning, bones aching, vomiting and shitting water if you go long enough that the constipation from using eases, alternating between wanting to die and wanting to go get money or…
Thanks for saying that, it's nice to hear sometimes. I don't really have a problem sharing a lot of this stuff with people because it's my life, I'm not really ashamed of it or anything because I don't see anything to be ashamed of. I fucked up, I'm fucking up, and that's just the truth. I know there are people who…
I hate it when it's coming from someone with no understanding of the situation and thus no real intent or meaning behind it than as a pleasantry of sorts, but I honestly do need to seek some form of outside help for it, I can't manage it myself. The fentanyl gets used to cut cheap heroin or is just mixed with cut…
Honestly that's not really the case, at least anecdotally. Most of the addicts I know are pretty intelligent people, and while I wouldn't stroke myself off, I wouldn't consider myself uneducated.