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Today,
 I'll be making these beautiful macarons.

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And it would be great
 if you please do not watch

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as I get very self-conscious
 and can't concentrate.

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Macarons are a delicate, delicious
 and quite complicated dessert.

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So I hope you understand
 when I say you really cannot be here

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because I have severe social anxiety.

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And now I've been working with a therapist
 for years.

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I've seen very little progress
 and all I want

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is to get these beautiful French pastries
 right.

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So please, just stop watching me.

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Stop it. 

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Look, I am literally shaking.

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Are you listening? 

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I said go or I'm going to mess up.

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Sometimes I think there is something

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seriously wrong with me, 

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something no amount of modern medicine
 could ever cure.

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Sometimes I'm afraid of myself.

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Fuck!

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I fucked it up!

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This is all your fault. 

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I told you not to watch!

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God damn it!

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I hope you're all happy with yourselves.