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(glass shuttering)
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(dramatic music)
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(gun clicks)
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Ahhh!
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Ahhh! (blood squirts)
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My big takeaway from that is though
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I'd never had even thrown a punch on camera...
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On horror story I was always killed.
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Yeah.
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But it was always like somebody just like guts me,
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cuts off my head or fingers or something.
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I really had to do a fight scene
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and I've been really really wanting to do that in my career.
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But I didn't know how I would look.
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I didn't know how it would look physically on me.
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And honestly, if I'm just being totally real,
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I wanted to look as powerful
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and as like masculine as possible, you know.
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I have my own internalized homophobia,
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And so I was like,
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"I just wanna like be believable in this part."
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So they showed me...
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I didn't realize that fights are so completely planned out
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every single part.
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And of course they would have to.
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Yeah, yeah.
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So they, they sent me a video
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of what I was gonna to be doing,
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like beating up these two guys in this little room.
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I just thought, "How am I gonna to do this?"
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And I got to set
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and it's like
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bad ass stunt guys.
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My stunt guy was you know,
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Chris Pratt's guy
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and they all worked Bourne movies
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and they're just like super masculine guys.
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And I was like, "Okay, I can do this."
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And so they start teaching it to me.
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And in my head I was like, "Don't look (mumbles)
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"Don't look soft."
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Like, "Be tough."
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And you know, and I started doing some punches and things.
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And then one of them goes,
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"Whoa whoa whoa, are you a dancer?"
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And I was like, "Oh shit! They're onto me."
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(laughs)
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"They can tell"
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And he goes...
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I said, "Yeah, yeah.
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"I mean I've done you know..."
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He goes,
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"No I'm saying that because
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"This is called fight choreography.
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"And you're picking up on it really well."
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And I was like, "Oh, so it was actually a good thing?"
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And it just was funny the voice
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in our head that tells us we're not good enough
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or we're too this or we're too that.
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I was like, "Let's push that away.
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And like, "Just get into this."