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- I don't feel any pressure
to do anything that I don't

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wanna do.

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To be a part of the show.

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A lot of times people quite
talk, oh you know, she's

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really nice but she's boring or whatever.

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Which I just think, boring to me is like

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code for okay she's classy and
there's just certain things

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that she won't do.

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I'll take boring over hideous any day.

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- What I think of the
moment--you said bitch and

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you said whatever bitch.

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- That whole Whatever..very dismissive.

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- And I understand you may be on edge.

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- -and I'm not gonna go there with you.

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- Seasons passed.

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It's really hard for me
to watch them, honestly.

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I can see the sadness and
the darkness of some of,

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you know, the things
that I was going through.

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I just don't have that same light.

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That I have now. When I sign
out to be a reality star,

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on a reality show. I just
wanted to show my life.

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The good, the bad, the
highs, the lows, the ugly,

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the pretty. All of it.

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Sometimes I just feel like
I have been too transparent.

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- I love you. I respect you.

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I just can't be married to you. That's it.

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my storylines are pretty
consistent to what's actually

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happening in my life.

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I would definitely consider
my low going through

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a divorce.

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My high throughout my journey
on the Real Housewives of

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Atlanta would definitely
be me becoming a boss,

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an entrepreneur.

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[Cynthia]- I started with
The Bailey to see that

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was my first visits and

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- It went an entire wear
you know on backs to

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my car go by CB. You know
I've been candle line

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[Cynthia]- You know I've
been in new partnership with

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Seagram 's I have a foundation.
Be Better Foundation.

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I'm actually inspired and
motivated by other women

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in the group that are
doing big things as well.

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- I had your back when
nobody else had your back.

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[Nene]- Recall that!

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- A lot of my friends and
family and fans and viewers,

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definitely feel like I'm too
loyal to Nene. And I have

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to say, you know is very
hurtful when people people refer

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to be as her lapdog. Or you
just all up of Nene's butt

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all the time. And blah blah blah

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You know I am the friend
that I know how to be.

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And you know I definitely,
I'm nobody's lapdog. Ever.

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What really kills me about
that is that people can see

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so clearly..how much love

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[Cynthia]- I have for her
and how much loyalty I have

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for her. But I don't hear a
lot of conversations about how

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hard she goes for me.

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That was back to reciprocity
you know. It's hard to fool

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the fans and the viewers.

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- There are certain things
we don't have to say.

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[Cynthia]- Reunion for
me it's the time when

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we all sit down and any
issues that we are having

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we just hash it out.

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And by the time I get up
from that. A long day of

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sitting there and the gown
and you know some heels

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on, I really wanna feel
like I have left and said

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what I needed to say and
I wiped the slate clean

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and I'm starting over for the next season.